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perhaps the reason for not my blogging this week is cos it is been Extremely saddening.

so what the win with crescent,
it just wasn't good enough,
we wanted it sooo badly,
sooo darn badly,
we just didn't get it.

it's sooo wrong,
it's not suppose to end here,
i mean it's pointless ranting or saying anything here.

it's all over.
why?
this question repeats itself to me.
but i really wanted it sooo sooo much,
so badly,
it affected my studies,
i couldn't care less,
i gave all i could to it,
but i guess it just wasn't enough.

and it's so wrong,
we are capable of going far,
we are suppose to.

i break down at the sound of it,
cos it meant sooo freaking much.

i mean i do appreciate the words of encouragement and all,
i really do,
but so what?
no amount of words can bring us back to the matches,
or get us in.

perhaps this is the Worst valentines' day gift ever,
i rather it rained or smtg,
we could still have a second chance,
or perhaps i'm still waiting for a miracle.
anything.
but i guess this is Your will, so let it be done.

everything seems so wrong,
i'm failing my tests or border line past,
but tht's okay,
i'm dealing with the being scolded for nothing or wrongly,
but tht's okay,
i'm dealing with the reality of being out,
but tht's okay.

i gotta be strong,
i've gotta have faith,
things don't happen without a reason,
i gotta trust God.